I feel useless. I feel stupid. I feel like everyone around me only knows me from the outside. I don’t think my parents believe in me and I’m not sure if I do either. Wen I look at myself in the mirror, I hate the reflection. I see a body of weakness, a face of disgrace and shame. I have disappointed everyone including myself. I was always the stupid one, the slow, stupid, and clumsy person. Maybe that was why I am never the favorite to anybody and maybe why friends who are no longer friends with me, left.